Well I do find him handsome. In a weird way, I cannot explain it. Probably the contrast between his somehow boyish face and his gruesome job. Something in the eyes, too. Predatory. Makes me melt, oh f*ck, I'm not even ashamed to say so anymore, lol!
I'm writing some kind of a fanfic happening in Prague, where he makes a special appearance. But it will not be posted in public...my fanfics have become addressed to only one person, who likes to read about what's happening in the darkest corners of my mind.
Maybe I should update my journal about it. But well...I've become quite busy these days. Most of the virtual places I was haunting are now mostly deserted...